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2011-03-23

be patient

have been long long long long long time that i never post anything or blog for my life. Recently having my sem break for 2 months, what i busy at was keep working lolx.  i have a lots of things haven't done yet, so sad.....

i know, i got changes. people getting mature and mature everyday when you experienced on something, no matter how small is the things which affect you. If we get more concentrate on a very little things that happen around us, there is always a lesson. we can't make sure that we won't regret after we did something. im a very lonely person, i used to watch movie, shopping, do assignment bla bla bla alone. mostly all of my things i keep inside my heart, not because i don't wanna to tell, is no body that i can tell. Sometimes i rather talk to a stranger, tell him or her about my life. i dont know why, everytime wanna tell my friends, they also having more serious case than me. i not sure whether their case are serious than mine or what, just.... i got no chance to tell them full story of mine, always when i wanna tell them my things but end up i'm always the one who listen and comfort also try to get solution for them. when i really can't stand for what is happened on me, they will only ask why don't you tell me???? things keep on happen like this, all friends almost the same. i rather just keep it settle it myself....  can't settle, keep stubborn on the same things, just cry on bed. after crying was another new day, i have to stand up and keep on my life. even how tired i am, i still have to move on....

i know now what i wanna learn was be patient. be patient to everybody and anybody! i must control my own temper, i can't get angry easily because i always feel i'm bad after i get angry to somebody. Just like that day i was driving and that lane is for turning left but infront 2 cars wanna go on right side but they blocking my way, i just press 3 times horn and pass by them, after i did that then i told my brother whether i'm bad just now o___O lol... really regret... so i wanna learn how to control my own temper and be more patient to people around me.

2011-03-01

My first guitar < 3

it has been few days i wanted to get the guitar from guitar store!!! because i don't want to go alone, so that i ask somebody accompany me and of course help me test the guitar! hahahaha....
seriously, i can't really sleep well before today. keep thinking of the guitar since saturday i went to guitar store and met some of the guitarsssssss~hahaha

Today i had a lots of my FIRST TIME! lolx
i woke up around 6:30am in the morning and do preparation, this is because i have to go PJ interview at 9am. As everybody know, federal is so damn freaking JAM at working hour!! so i decided to left house around 8am. Actually i'm not so familiar with the area that i'm going to go for, so have to bring along my dad GPS, and GPS used to bring us go the further way instead of the nearest. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE THIS KIND OF OFFICE JOB INTERVIEW, so scary =______=
but, is a 30 minutes asking and end. lolx.... i think i'm not suitable for office job lahhhhhhhhh~

and then i went to THE GARDEN meets my college friends up at GSC cinema. Actually we are just thinking to watch premier but end up we watch GOLD CLASS!!! MAN, this is the first time i watched gold class, lucky my friends treat me. RM65 o________O usually i watch movie cheapest i can get RM6, hahahahaha...i'm just like a kid when get into the hall, damn nice!



The interior of it! can't imagine only four of us watching in the hall. between, I'm watching" I AM NUMBER FOUR". For me, it was just awesome!!! i love the main character, he is so handsome! i love the number six, she is so so so handsome too!!!! GOLD CLASS WAS JUST SO DAMN COMFORTABLE!!


It would be perfect if the couch was a massaging chair. lolx.... am i too GREEDY???

After the movie i straight away drove to leisure mall, should say HQ of guitar store! wow!
i'm so so so so sO SO SO SO SO SO EXCITED !!!
can't wait to have my OWN guitar!!!
How to say, actually i quite like the environment when i get into the guitar store. It's simple but having some kind of feel. perhaps i'm surrounded by guitar there????

This was My FIRST GUITAR!!! is CORT~~
i guess i should give it a name??? but i hate naming on something... my 2nd husband la~~~ahahahahaha
i must faster practice well my guitar basic skills!!! MOVE ON!! MOVE ON!! MOVE ON!!!
GOGOGOGOGOGOGOGO!!! GO !!!! GO !!! GO !!!!~~