childhood, harry potter~

最近facebook流行了放profile picture 去自己小時候很喜歡的卡通人物。其實小時候看得卡通真的很多，比如說doraemon,蠟筆小新啊，pokemon啊，以前cartoon network 很多的卡通都有看，還有到現在還很好笑的生活系列south park! 很多很多很多啦～～～

就好像這個，south park里得harry potter!!

southpark真的是天才中得天才。

之前出inception時，也有inception里得角色！

小時候就想要快快長大，等到長大了才發覺當小孩子比較幸福比較快樂。小時候也不會有怎樣的煩惱，開心是真的，傷心也是真的。笑容是多麼的天真可愛啊！！

最近看回harry potter，以前出第一集的時候有去戲院看過，之後的都沒有看了。現在看回去，那可以跟著我一起長大的戲丫～ 從小學生到現在，還是小時候的daniel比較可愛。總覺得那時候他的笑容比較純真，現在長大了，就没有了那时候那个笑容的感觉了～想想回去自己小時候，也是想笑就笑，而且是打從心裡真正的笑出來啊！

小時候3個都好可愛！！

好喜歡他們得制服！

雖然長大了也有長大了得好樣～

yea, have to admitted that recently because watching harry potter series so got addicted of it. 

this movie famous because it's really quite addicted.

本来想写很多东西的，突然忘記了。就寫到這裡吧～～～REDICULOUS!!!

3 weeks or 2 weeks

ahhhhhhhhh, assignments deadline are somewhere around the corner!!!!
3D rendering 6 views haven't touch yet, didn't really start yet. only built the wall T____________T
Final model haven't built yet!!!! moodboard presentation this friday~~~ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ISS exam very scare~~~ detailing class very blur ~~
wah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

給你，妳，你和妳

最近變得勤勞啦～～ 幾乎每天都blog了，應該是無聊，有功課不想做，太多東西想，太多道流星道理分享，太多心事但是說不出寫不出所以會想起blog~ 好吧，今天的分享是要說給很多個妳看！

很多人對整容這個東西特別有興趣，特別敏感，特別在乎，甚至好像牽扯到自己。某某女生割雙眼皮所以眼睛才那麼大，某某女生去隆鼻，某某女生去整胸~~~~

其實別人整容又怎樣？ 她們整容得罪妳了嗎？有時候看到一些女生長得抱歉卻還要把自己的照片上傳去網站分享時，又會被網友攻擊，說長成那樣，至少照個鏡子，不然就去整整吧？ 之類的。好啦，某些女生整了後，就說別人假，整容的，可能五官隨時掉下來～～bla bla bla

只能說人的嘴巴很賤，我承認我自己嘴巴也是賤的啊，我駕車也會在車上不停的罵人。但是別人整容真的影響到妳嗎？他們整了，你又可以看美女，多好？不是嗎？

那麼說說看我們當紅的angela寶貝，身邊聽到的幾乎10個有9個是說她整容的。相信她的只有那些真的喜歡她，支持她的人。幾乎全世界的人都會覺得她超級美，簡直像仙女一樣，但是同時很多人都會說，整的？喜歡來幹嘛？妳妒忌一個plastic girl幹嘛？ 問題是妳那裡知道她是整的啦？是她親口告訴你的嗎？還是妳只是從網上看回來的啊？ 別人說得妳就相信了，本人否認你就覺得她騙人？拜託，那些所謂的別人會比本人清楚嗎？網絡的東西能信多少？ 只要稍微別人妒忌你的美，用photoshop改一改照片上傳上網說她是整的，你就去相信了？ 用腦想想吧，photoshop能夠讓人變美自然也能夠讓人變醜。試問自己，如果有一天別人把你的照片放上網說妳整容，但其實你沒有，妳怎麼想？難過嗎？就算妳再怎麼澄清，不會有人相信妳。或許妳也會想，只要自己是真的，是清白的幹嘛去在乎？ 問題現在在於妳的小心靈能夠支撐世界幾千萬人對你指指點點嗎？出街全部人看到妳都說你是整的，妳會有一天不變瘋的嗎？我還害怕甚至有人過不到自己那關去自殺了呢～ 

而且人就是那麼可笑，問別人問題時，聽到的不是妳想要的答案時，會一直追問一直懷疑～

比如，A先生被傳喜歡B小姐，當別人去問A先生是否如此，A先生回答沒有，但是就是會一直追問，追問到連妳也幫他想了，是的A先生根本就是喜歡B小姐的，幹嘛一直否認？ 其實不是也被你們說成是啦？ 相反，A先生回答是的，我喜歡B小姐時，人們不會去懷疑，不會一直再追問是否真的喜歡，只會說我就知道啊，我早就猜到，你看你承認了等等。

好啦，回到整容。當世界各地每個記者朋友問到angela寶貝是不是整容時，無論她答了幾千次，幾萬次的沒有，就是沒有人相信。大家等的就是她說是的，不是嗎？你們都只是為了聽她親口說是。現在她也不會去理會，或許甚至有天她厭倦了，會敷衍回答是，滿意了嗎？以她的立場想，如果是我，只要一天沒得到她們要得答案，未來幾十年都只被人問到整容的問題而不是問到自己工作方面的東西，多難過？幸運的是她還有很多支持她的人，把她以前小時候到現在的照片放出來對比，說相信她小時候只不過是嬰兒肥，還有綁過牙而已。 

雖然還有很多人不相信，只能說妳們是妒忌了。翻下舊相簿看回自己舊照片，妳也會有想打自己的衝動！！！ 身邊很多朋友跟以前長得不太像，難道她也去整容了？為甚麼你們不會懷疑？只因為她們都不像angela寶貝那麼出眾？就連妳們自己看回自己以前的照片也會覺得自己以前跟現在不太像啦～那麼簡單道理是不會？想不到？還是完全不想去承認她不是整的？

我寫這篇東西不是偏幫angela寶貝，而是想妳們以另一個方式去看待這件事情。不要別人說是你就也說是，或許對你而言是很小件事情，因為自由言論所以你可以說的有多難聽就多難聽，但是妳有想過如果她真的不是，都被妳們說到是的時候的感受。別說是整容，之前gillian和edison的事也是，如果人們肯不提不理這件事，事情不會搞得那麼大。如果gillian不是能夠堅持下去，妳們就害死一個人了。如果這些事情有天發生在自己身上，你能夠承受嗎？ 每個人都會做錯，你是你的事情沒被公開而已。想想吧，少說一句，或許世界會美好些。

最後，人長大都會改變。無論樣貌還是性格或想法，別人受到挫折學到的肯定比起那些只會用嘴巴去說別人得人來的多...如果你一輩子都只會看到甚麼說甚麼，看到甚麼做甚麼，連答案也幫別人想完了的那種人，你的想法一輩子都不會改變。就算你年紀大了，也不代表你會想 or 成熟。 

第三十六個故事

導演：蕭雅全
主演：桂綸鎂
林辰唏

今天看了這個，其實之前就想看了，只是一直忘記。剛開始我就被這部電影的名字給吸引住了，我就是喜歡那些聽起來很有感覺的名字，有很多想像的名字。

說真的，這部戲的拍攝到太美了！全部看起來都好真實好鮮艷。

故事就是姊姊朵兒開了一間自己夢寐以求的咖啡店。我好像都會喜歡咖啡的東西？或許是覺得咖啡很浪漫吧？然而因為妹妹薔兒無所事事，所以媽媽就要薔兒學習如何泡咖啡烘蛋糕。後來因為朵兒的朋友們都送了很多奇奇怪怪的東西給他，所以他唯有放在咖啡館里。但是生意都不怎麼好，她覺得是那些奇怪的東西的原因，所以就想丟掉。

但是有一天有個客人看中了某樣物品，但是因為不是賣的，所以不能用買的。後來薔兒就想了“以物易物”的方式開始經營。他們一個想賺錢儲蓄錢，一個想買車環遊世界，到最後各自交換了夢想。

當然裡面最有趣的是交換東西，你對交換的定義為何？拿一個自己不需要的東西去交換另一個別人不需要的東西？還是拿一個自己也很重視的東西去交換一個更渴望得到的東西？在朵兒咖啡館，你肯定會對自己心中的「交換價值」有更深一層的認識！

而何謂第三十六個故事？就是裡面當中其中一個客人帶了三十五個不同國家的香皂想要交換別人能夠幫他寫出不同的情書。而他會告訴朵兒和薔兒每個香皂的故事～ 朵兒總會在聽了故事後用畫的去畫出香皂的故事。最後故事講完了，圖畫畫完了，那個人竟然說不換了，把香皂都帶走連同圖畫也一起拿走～

對了，裡面也有說起沙發旅客喔。可能很少人會記得，但是這個是很不錯的點子。出租沙發給背包旅客。

呵呵，聽說現實中真的有這間朵兒咖啡館。有機會我一定會去看看。

一直以來都蠻喜歡仔仔的，有想過去剪她那種髮型，但是害怕不適合我。畢竟我臉沒有她那麼瘦，那麼尖～

不管你想要什麼，朵兒咖啡館都有，只換不賣。

你... 想換什麼呢？

dream.memories.miss you

had a weird dream yesterday night, i don't know why it makes me don't want to wake up,just like i want to keep continue dreaming the story. The ancient people said:" the people appear inside your dream is because he/she miss you; because he/she miss you, so they appear in your dream." Sounds so weird right? Usually we will think that is because we miss somebody so we dream them. The dream is really weird. I still can remembered the dream, but not all just a part of it and the scene that i don't want to see. It's wake me up actually, and i wanna continue to see how the story goes. Frankly, i'm so selfish that i don't want it to happen in real life. I feel the pain inside the dream, the scene that i saw. The dream makes me feel moody and weird for the whole day, i just can't stop thinking and recalling about it. I don't know why i so care about it, but it keeps running on my mind whole day. I think i miss you.

Today i found back a person that i want to find for long long long long time. I was so happy that i found him but seems like he didn't play facebook, hope i can contact him since the account seems not on use anymore. We knew each other since i'm 14. I can't imagine that i lost contact with him around 5 years already. I had a lot funny and childish memory with him, since that time i was so young. He is a nice guy a good friend. Really a lots memory there, unfortunately some i can't even remember. I remembered he called me once between this 2 years, he said he was in KL now. Oh yea, he is from Miri,Sarawak. We knew each other through friendster last time.
Some times i have to admit that most of my friends now are from internet. We knew each other from net, had to admit that they are more real than those you know in the real world sometimes. Hope i can contact him back and i really miss him. I think i will cry if i can't contact him back T__________T

Last, i miss khalil fong too!!!

i HATE menstruation period

Menstruation is really driving MOST of the girl to crazy max~~ I guess no girl will like to have it yet we had to =__________=
First, we can't even know when it will come, even if we know the date, we know how to count, we know is around which day, it's just useless! It won't really come accurately. Some times when you think it's around the corner so you put the sanitary pad but damn it, you wasted one of it. Of course, it's not cheap. On the other hand, when you think still not the time yet who knows, it's came and if you didn't prepare any sanitary pad, then byebye.... ask for classmate, colleague, friends or the worst thing, put tissue first~ and so, 1 underwear gone and if you love that underwear of maybe that's is branded, then cry ba....

One of the thing is i think guy should try to understand more from their girlfriend or maybe some friends. At least you could get the knowledge and how pity when girls having menstruation period. I remember that time i went to Hong Kong with my parents and my parents's friend family. They got 2 sons and both of them bring girlfriend along. That time we just checked in to the hotel,after that the uncle told us meet up at lift area after 10 minutes then go for dinner. So we meet up at lift area, but wait for a period of time, his elder son and his girlfriend haven't come out. His father started to whine and knock their door, they asked us go first then will come to us later but we decided to wait them at lobby. So when all of us get into the lift, and the uncle whining and scolding inside the lift. We all are like o___O innocent? hahaha...nobody dare to say the uncle back but my mum did. Because we knew that his son girlfriend having menstruation period and have to do some clean up so 10 minutes was not enough. I believe girls hate having menstruation period when traveling, is just fucking annoying!! So the uncle complaint said you girl don't know want meh? having menstruation period should prepare earlier de ma..ha, now make whole world waiting for her. you girls so mafan bla bla bla inside the lift and of course i'm damn angry that time but i didn't said anything because i need to respect him =____= so i keep on silent until my mum say him back. Tell him you think so easy ah? this kind of thing we also can't predict, all not accurate 1, we also dont know when will come de ma....then we all girls inside say yea yea yea....hahahaha

So i think guys should understand more about it and shows some respect too. Of course i'm not asking you guys to be little man while your girlfriend or wife having menstruation period, just atleast don't say them mafan or blame on them. They don't want to be like this too. Just at least try to understand that kind of trouble already make all the GIRLS crazy. Let's try to imagine when your girlfriend already in the crazy mood, it's okie that you didn't concern about it or care about it, but on the contrary you still blame on her and say very mafan, how she feel?

Frankly, i admit i will be damn bad temper when having menstruation period. Imagine sometimes it's just like a waterfall when you are working, studying, or doing some outdoor thing. It's make you so uncomfortable and will start to worry whether will full or not. Can't wear white pants, scare will overload in a situation that you didn't realized and all the people saw it. Usually i have to use the long sanitary pad even in the morning. 28cm, 30cm,35cm +++ when comes to the night, i even have to use 40cm and add tissue behind just to protect my bed. Can't sleep well because keep worrying whether it's will spread out to bed or blanket. It's really pity.... of course most of the girl will have menstruation period pain and some even can't get down from bed. Imagine girls have to suffer like this since they are 13,14 or even some 11,12 ....

Oh ya, if guys wanna know the feeling of it, i got an idea. You can go and get 1 of the sanitary pad and wet it put on your underwear for whole day, see nice or not? But of course you all can't really feel much because yours are fixed liquid level but us are keep increasing. I hope guys when you read this, try to understand and concern about your girlfriend about this. Don't say they are so mafan, don't blame on them... Maybe some of the girls will get angry easily when having menstruation period, but if you treat her nicely and concern about her when having menstruation period, i don't think they will get angry of it.

Lastly, having menstruation period are really FUCKING ANNOYING AND TROUBLING ME!!!!!!

F.My Life

life sucks!!! Totally sucks!!! Assignment driving me crazy all the way from the beginning of the semester until now, the middle and i stuck there!!! Concept? feeling? design? hotel? autocad? 3d? detail? lineweight? section? system? water and waste? I'm so tired of all these!! My life just got messed up because of college assignment, &*%^#$^%&%$. Even i go for movie, go exercise, go photoshooting,  seems like so enjoyed but still,damn it, those THINGS just keep run cycling my mind!!! I'M SO TIRED OF IT!!!!

I have to do housework as well, everyday repeat and repeat, repeat and repeat. I just hope that somebody could able to help me on, i didn't said i don't wanna do it,  what i want is just somebody could share with me. Sometime, i just too tired about it. I didn't blame, everything i just try to swallow and swallow, and pretend i'm fine?

Mom scold me about using too much money, i just kept quiet. Everything needs money, what can i do? just stay at home all the time and go college? She just give me RM10 when i got class, and i have to eat. Sometimes wanna eat kfc also have to think thrice. How about movies? dagei? everything needs money, and i didn't work, how i get the money? Is it that my wallet will grow money itself or my bank account will increase money everyday??? It's okie because i'm not going complaint. because those are spending on entertainment so i should pay all myself. I can just go find a job, why not? But then, housework? who gonna to do it? still me !!!!! i get used to it!! i went for work, they don't even wanna help me on it, shirts all collect back just throw on the sofa. So i have to do all this things when i get home from work, they don't even know how tired i am!!! That time i went to friend's house do assignment for whole week, and those shirtsssssssssss just all throw on the sofa!!! Imagine about it, 6 peoples in a house, and there are a week of shirtsssssssss on the sofa waiting for me. I didn't even sleep for 24 hours in a week, even i burn midnight oil for 2 days. I'm just working hard on assignment, i did. I swear i really work so hard on it! why???? because i wanna get better result, i don't want to waste you all money to let me study and i get a piece of shits back!! I really work so hard on assignment, i didn't do infront of you all doesn't mean that i'm not working hard!!!! How many times i cried in the midnight just because i feel tired? i feel so helpless, everything is just about tired. I just trying so hard to be better but at least i'm still a shit on your mind.

I don't even know what i'm taking, i went to college at night and do assignment until midnight, they know about it? They don't, even they knew, they just thought i'm going somewhere else to play.